Crazy, madness, insanity all walk on the same line but really can you just decide on your own whether someone is crazy or un-crazy?
Do you decide based on the definition of crazy?
1. mentally deranged; demented; insane.
2. senseless; impractical; totally unsound
if the person fits these definitions then the person is stamped as crazy?
or do you leave it all to the doctor's decision? Well, it is true that the doctors are all knowledgeable and the most practical in medicine and health. It might be a good idea to leave it to him to decide.
When the wise old doctors sign the medical form to prove someone as crazy, then thus that mean the person is crazy? Is that it?
For me, craziness is just a symptom that gives evidence of an even dangerous and scarier sickness that lies in our community feeding on our stress and fear. If one of our member of family, community or country become crazy then there might be something wrong in there.
Sunday, January 30, 2011
Monday, January 24, 2011
I hate it when these syndromes strike
What I meant by 'these syndromes' is not the disease like syndrome. Don't worry I am not harboring any secret illness or what not. I am healthy as a bull...LOL
It is just the syndrome for the students typical illness...which is 'lazy to finish and hand in assignment' illness. I don't know the probable cause for this illness but it often occurred to students like me. I don't want to point finger and say this might happen to student like you because I don't know what type of student are you.
But, if you happen to face these syndromes especially when the assignment due date is near..er... like tomorrow then you might be the same type of student like me:
Syndrome 1: You had no mood to finish the assignment even if you had all the ideas and points in your head.
Syndrome 2: You tend to do other things except your assignment and these chores you tend to do are the one that you usually feel too lazy to do like folding your laundry or sweeping the room or...yada yada yada..you get the idea, right.
Syndrome 3: Even when you finish all of the boring chores you still try to look for other things to do such as what I am doing now..blogging.
Syndrome 4: You know that the due date is near so you can't just sit still and was kept reminded that you haven't finish your assignment yet. The result: You can't sleep well. If you didn't finish the assignment then tomorrow you will have a walking panda in class.
Syndrome 5: When you had experience all of these syndromes you will feel guilty and restless. You start thinking about your dwindling CGPA and also the ear piercing scolding you might get later at home. Then, with a shiver and a sigh you will try to summon all of the courage and determination and with another loud sigh start taking out the paper to start the assignment.
After studying for three years I still haven't found the cure for these illness or the syndrome. After I finish my assignment for this particular time, the syndrome will vanish and I will began to relax but then the syndrome will appear again when the next assignment is given
Sigh again....
It is just the syndrome for the students typical illness...which is 'lazy to finish and hand in assignment' illness. I don't know the probable cause for this illness but it often occurred to students like me. I don't want to point finger and say this might happen to student like you because I don't know what type of student are you.
But, if you happen to face these syndromes especially when the assignment due date is near..er... like tomorrow then you might be the same type of student like me:
Syndrome 1: You had no mood to finish the assignment even if you had all the ideas and points in your head.
Syndrome 2: You tend to do other things except your assignment and these chores you tend to do are the one that you usually feel too lazy to do like folding your laundry or sweeping the room or...yada yada yada..you get the idea, right.
Syndrome 3: Even when you finish all of the boring chores you still try to look for other things to do such as what I am doing now..blogging.
Syndrome 4: You know that the due date is near so you can't just sit still and was kept reminded that you haven't finish your assignment yet. The result: You can't sleep well. If you didn't finish the assignment then tomorrow you will have a walking panda in class.
Syndrome 5: When you had experience all of these syndromes you will feel guilty and restless. You start thinking about your dwindling CGPA and also the ear piercing scolding you might get later at home. Then, with a shiver and a sigh you will try to summon all of the courage and determination and with another loud sigh start taking out the paper to start the assignment.
After studying for three years I still haven't found the cure for these illness or the syndrome. After I finish my assignment for this particular time, the syndrome will vanish and I will began to relax but then the syndrome will appear again when the next assignment is given
Sigh again....
Saturday, January 22, 2011
I don't know why but I felt really energized TODAY!
Maybe because of my good sleep last night or maybe because I went to work yesterday and will go again tomorrow which means money is coming into my pocket.
Or maybe because my sister gave me a call yesterday and said she will conform the ticket to New Zealand today. The date is 22 July untill 11 August so if there is nothing forbidding me from going at these dates I will go to New Zealand this July.
Can't wait to go there. It will be around winter at that time so no sightseeing between the mountains this time. Maybe we will go skiing or just playing around in the snow.
Also can't wait to take pictures of all the beauties there..But first I had to master my Nikon D3100. I don't want to rely on auto and guide mode only.
I have been babbling a lot, right. So, I better stop my self here. Till next time. Adieu.
Or maybe because my sister gave me a call yesterday and said she will conform the ticket to New Zealand today. The date is 22 July untill 11 August so if there is nothing forbidding me from going at these dates I will go to New Zealand this July.
Can't wait to go there. It will be around winter at that time so no sightseeing between the mountains this time. Maybe we will go skiing or just playing around in the snow.
Also can't wait to take pictures of all the beauties there..But first I had to master my Nikon D3100. I don't want to rely on auto and guide mode only.
I have been babbling a lot, right. So, I better stop my self here. Till next time. Adieu.
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
A new camera, A new spirit
Recently, I finally manage to gather my courage to buy a DSLR Nikon D3100. huhuhu...after this I can only eat rice and fried egg everyday for lunch. Regardless of the decreasing amount of money in my wallet, I am still happy because I get my dream camera.
Although I am a total beginner in photography area but it doesn't mean that I can't have a camera. Yes, I might not know much about the terms or pronunciation and might get it wrong but it's okay, right. Beginners always and always makes mistakes. So, I'll learn more about it.
I am a practical person which means I am not good with theories and facts. I learn fast by working hands on. So, as a beginner in photography I need to have the DSLR camera in my hands for me to play with. Only then I can learn.
So, after this I was planning to go touring around Kelantan taking pictures of everything magical there. It is going to be a lot of fun. Jaa mata.
Although I am a total beginner in photography area but it doesn't mean that I can't have a camera. Yes, I might not know much about the terms or pronunciation and might get it wrong but it's okay, right. Beginners always and always makes mistakes. So, I'll learn more about it.
I am a practical person which means I am not good with theories and facts. I learn fast by working hands on. So, as a beginner in photography I need to have the DSLR camera in my hands for me to play with. Only then I can learn.
So, after this I was planning to go touring around Kelantan taking pictures of everything magical there. It is going to be a lot of fun. Jaa mata.
Between Job, University and Master Program
When I started asking around, a lot of my friends are planning to take Master program, some wanted to get a job while a few are still thinking about it. Regardless of anyone decision, I already decided to fight my way into the job market.
Frankly speaking, the working world sounds like a scary world full of pitfalls and uncertainty and if you are absentminded you might get pull down by some scary monsters. It makes the university life sounds easy and comfortable. It is tempting to think that maybe I could stay in the university a little bit longer. Even if I go out now, I do not know for sure what job I will be doing.
But,
Rather than hiding in university because of the excuse 'I do not know what job I will be doing' I think I will try to take the risk by entering the job market. Even if I hide in university under the pretense of taking Master, I could not hide in there forever. One day, I will have to go out to fight in the working world too..older perhaps.
So, whether the risk I will be taking is going to be worth it or not I do not know. What I am sure is that I will stick to what I believe and work towards it. Ganbare!
Frankly speaking, the working world sounds like a scary world full of pitfalls and uncertainty and if you are absentminded you might get pull down by some scary monsters. It makes the university life sounds easy and comfortable. It is tempting to think that maybe I could stay in the university a little bit longer. Even if I go out now, I do not know for sure what job I will be doing.
But,
Rather than hiding in university because of the excuse 'I do not know what job I will be doing' I think I will try to take the risk by entering the job market. Even if I hide in university under the pretense of taking Master, I could not hide in there forever. One day, I will have to go out to fight in the working world too..older perhaps.
So, whether the risk I will be taking is going to be worth it or not I do not know. What I am sure is that I will stick to what I believe and work towards it. Ganbare!
A living being called Aini Hanani
The earth is currently being inhabit by a unique living being called Aini Hanani which can never be found anywhere else in the entire universe. Although there is only one Aini Hanani she is not on the brink of extinction. Thus, if you ever meet her assumed yourself very lucky. So, lets me explain more about her so that you will know what to do and what not to do when you meet her.
Aini Hanani is a female and resides with her loving family in the rural area in Kelantan. Although she comes from Kelantan she has no problem conversing in different languages and dialects. If you start speaking to her in standard Malay or English she will most probably answers using the same medium so if you want to speak Kelantanist with her you are most welcome to approach her using Kelantanist dialect. One thing to remind you about her is that she has an itchy feet which disable her from staying at one place for too long. She might be in Kelantan yesterday, but today she is in Penang and tomorrow she might be off to another place. To be safe , make an appointment.
Aini Hanani had been residing on earth for 21 years and will be ready to find employment this May. Her marketable special skill is writing. With the right info, mood and idea she can write anything. Her other skills are swimming, running, internet surfing, blogging, eating, and sleeping. Currently she is polishing her skills in photography using Nikon D3100. She claims that she is only a beginner so that there are still much more to learn. Both her parents want her to be a lecturer but she stubbornly stick to her decision to be a journalist. Caution: If you ever meet Aini Hanani never ever ask her about becoming a teacher. She hates it.
Aini Hanani really loves chicken and chocolate so if you ever get stranded on an island with her make sure there is a supply of chicken and chocolate. If not she will make a living hell for you.
I think that is all I could say about this peculiar being. Although I have been with her all my life there is still a lot I don't understand about her. Further observation will be recorded. Till then, Sayonara.
Aini Hanani is a female and resides with her loving family in the rural area in Kelantan. Although she comes from Kelantan she has no problem conversing in different languages and dialects. If you start speaking to her in standard Malay or English she will most probably answers using the same medium so if you want to speak Kelantanist with her you are most welcome to approach her using Kelantanist dialect. One thing to remind you about her is that she has an itchy feet which disable her from staying at one place for too long. She might be in Kelantan yesterday, but today she is in Penang and tomorrow she might be off to another place. To be safe , make an appointment.
Aini Hanani had been residing on earth for 21 years and will be ready to find employment this May. Her marketable special skill is writing. With the right info, mood and idea she can write anything. Her other skills are swimming, running, internet surfing, blogging, eating, and sleeping. Currently she is polishing her skills in photography using Nikon D3100. She claims that she is only a beginner so that there are still much more to learn. Both her parents want her to be a lecturer but she stubbornly stick to her decision to be a journalist. Caution: If you ever meet Aini Hanani never ever ask her about becoming a teacher. She hates it.
Aini Hanani really loves chicken and chocolate so if you ever get stranded on an island with her make sure there is a supply of chicken and chocolate. If not she will make a living hell for you.
I think that is all I could say about this peculiar being. Although I have been with her all my life there is still a lot I don't understand about her. Further observation will be recorded. Till then, Sayonara.
Wednesday, January 5, 2011
Two new blogs
Hi, its been a while since the last time I update. So, as an apology I would really like to invite my readers to my new blogs.
http://shakespearemarlowe.blogspot.com/
this is a literature blog project in collaboration with some of my friends. Our blog will be graded by our lecturer so please give your support and follow our blog.
http://anitchyfeet.blogspot.com/
this blog is my personal blog dedicated to all of my traveling adventures. I promised to upload beautiful pictures, stories and tips about the places I went. Hope you will enjoy reading about it.
looking forward to write again. peace
http://shakespearemarlowe.blogspot.com/
this is a literature blog project in collaboration with some of my friends. Our blog will be graded by our lecturer so please give your support and follow our blog.
http://anitchyfeet.blogspot.com/
this blog is my personal blog dedicated to all of my traveling adventures. I promised to upload beautiful pictures, stories and tips about the places I went. Hope you will enjoy reading about it.
looking forward to write again. peace
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